Longing

Tonight is when I wish you were here
Im feeling so alone and full of fear
I need to feel your body and tender touch
I need you and I love you so very much

I’ve been in love with you now for so long
I try writing your name, it ends up being a song
I wish I still new your true feelings for me
I wonder at times how we would be if I were free

But im married, I took that sacred vow
Though I wish it was you right here right now
This situation im in, is tearing me apart
I wish I really knew what was in your heart

Love isn’t supposed to hurt this way
And Love isn’t supposed to feel this way
I need you, I need you so very much
I need to feel your kiss and tender touch

I pull up the covers and whisper goodnight
I find my pillow and grip it really tight
I bury my face and the tears fall like rain
I pray someday I will rid this pain