My Muses

                  My Muse

My Muse is an old friend and lover, Lynel.  He was in a very bad accident; 4 months in a coma, and almost 2 years to recover the basics (feeding himself, writing, ect,) and we got together again after his accident.  He had lost his memory of many things and I was one of them.  So he asked me to write about "us".  It took me a while to be able to do it, I had no faith in myself that I could write it and do it justice.

Lynel was and is an extremely attractive and intelligent man five years my senior.  He inspired me to write because I knew that telling him "our" story had to be fun reading or he'd loose interest.  (For more on Lynel, check out "Unfinished Business" Item #1057698}, the story I finally wrote.)

He inspires me to write because his eyes get this special glint in them when I say I have written another story, and he gives me reviews that are straightforward and honest.  My first Erotic story was not to his liking at all, and he told me so.  The later ones he did like, so I always take his reviews to heart.  He inspires me to write anything and everything, he just demands that it is fun to read.

Now you hit me with the hardest part, "His personality."  Before the accident he had an IQ of 192, graduated High School at 16 and finished College in four years, majoring in his beloved computers.  Now I'd guess his IQ is around 160 when it comes to financial things.  The Eagles Lodge that he belongs to made him Finance Manager after he served as their President.  Easy going most of the time, but he can be angered, but he never screams or yells.  Just not in his personality.

So my Muse is a person who asked me to help fill in some of the gaps in their memory and my writing sprang from that. 


My second muse is my boy friend Bob.  Our relationship started because we both had health problems, he has MS and I have my back and my left knee.  He is my strong shoulder to cry on and is always there with a ready smile and a laugh when I am feeling frustrated on down.  We can talk about everything, even things most other people can't talk about.  He is always urgeing me to write about my frustrations and problems, thus having an outlet for my thoughts and fears.  I love him unconditionally.

My third muse, who helped me write a lot of my erotica, is Michael.  We met on the internet and through our conversations he gave me a lot of ideas.