Feelings from within

Feelings from within
By:Ashley Wade

17 years of age
traveling to a place we call insane
broken dreams and broken hearts
pain shooting like darts
sometimes I just want to scream
but I hold it in for the team
day after day
my world is dark and grey
everything is falling apart
I need a new start
I feel that I am living a lie
somedays I just want to die
I have made a mess
its just a lot of stress
my father I despise
I try to compromise
but he is blind
of the love that he is leaving behind
let me out
I dont want to hear him shout
ride the waves of despair
its like he doesnt even care
his temper explodes all anger he unloads
I feel like I am living in a shell
my world has turned to hell
but it will get better
I am writing this letter
for the freedom of depression
i have really learned my lesson