Decisions

In my mind there's such a debate,
under normal circumstances that would be great!
But the road I've come to might be too late.
For now I choose between happiness or home,
being single and able to rome,
and once again living alone.
In my mind there are so many pros
and so many cons.
But oh my god so many blonds.
So now I feel I have to choose.
Can't wait anymore, no time to lose.
My 3 yr old she has my heart,
But the world out there tears me apart.
So much to see and so much more to do.
But everytime I look at my little girl,
I feel like the fool.
Will she understand when she gets older,
or will her heart grow cold as she gets older?
If I go my way now is that a sin?
And will she grow up without her grin?
Does her daddy really matter to her,
or just to me?
Don't really know now, but don't want to see.
So for now I'm going to stay.
Hope your having a better day!