Waiting Passion

Waiting Passion



I closed the car door and stared up at the last window on the southeast corner of the motel. My heart was pounding like a kettledrum and I felt weak in the knees. I can’t really believe that I am standing here and you are behind the last window on the right. Ten months, what a long time to wait for what we both have been dreaming of for so very long! Too bad you didn’t make your trip five months ago, but then, now that I am finally in reach, the wait was more than worth it. Anticipation is a gift well savored.

As I walk through the lobby and up to the elevator and when it arrives I step inside and punch floor 3. At least the elevator arrived quickly and I step over the threshold and the smile that was small when I woke up this morning has grown and I know my eyes sparkle. I turn to the right and walk towards the far wall where the stairs are and stand in front of room 328. I stand there for a few moments so I can slow my breathing and try to reduce and control my smile. I have always loved eyes, they say so much, and I do believe that they are the windows to the soul just as you do. Have you ever noticed that people who want to lie to you can not hold eye contact? Plus they start to squirm if you fail to release your gaze, and get uncomfortable and their words tumble all over each other. Maybe it is because I have had cats all my life, starting from the age of four, and cats never stop eye contact unless they purr and snuggle closer. So I hold eye contact and have seen quite a lot of people squirm.

The door is still in front of me, that fact remains, so I take a deep breath and let it out slowly. I can sense you know I am here and are waiting for me to knock. I also know you will not open it, but give me the choice of walking away or to stay. I raise my arm to knock, just loud enough for you to hear me. The door opens slowly and we finally get to see each other’s faces. Your eyes are sparkling just like mine and you can’t seem to control your smile either.

You make a knights’ sweeping gesture of entrance and I cross the 3 or 4 steps into your room. We have not lost eye contact for one second since you opened the door. You swing the door closed and when it passes me I place my hand upon you hand too and we both wait for the click of the lock. When our hands touch, you place yours over mine and guide it to your neck. I raised my other arm at the same moment and they are both there as we finally step close enough to kiss for the very first time. The kiss begins slow and inquisitive as we search for each other’s emotions and find the other piece of the one soul we carry. I remember all the times that I felt empty and didn’t know why. Now I know. I also know that you feel the same way because our actions match; we sigh, pull each other closer, the kiss intensifies and our hands start to explore. None of our movements are hurried, we have found our ‘speed’ so to speak and it is an easy one. Just like you said in one of our conversations, the clothes drop with each step we take towards the bed, but instead of a rush onto the bed, we are taking it slower and savoring each other as we move. When we do reach the bed all our clothes are gone, our kiss never breaking except to slip tee shirts over our heads.

You cup my face in your hands and slowly kiss me again when we finally reach the bed. I lay down first and you slide down beside me. Another kiss, this one deeper, with more pressure and longing, and then you roll on top of me and as you slowly glide in I gasp and say, “Oh, my.” and as you plunge deeper, we both say at the same time, “Oh my.” Instantly my eyes pop open and so do yours. You look down into my eyes as we slowly start to move together. You lightly graze my lips as you start kissing down my neck, each kiss sends a small shiver through me and I move closer and tighten my muscles around your dick. When you reach my shoulder, you again look into my eyes, neither of us dropping our gaze. Then you proceed down to my nipple, which by now is as hard as it has ever been.

You ever so slowly take my nipple into your mouth and I gasp and arch my back towards you. All the while I have you locked in an even tighter embrace around your dick and use my muscles to tighten and relax. Mmmmmm escapes your lips when you come up for air. Again you kiss me and I wrap my arms around your neck. We are going to savor every moment, not rush a thing this first time; this fantastic first time when you are truly inside of me. For well over ten months I have felt you when I have laid down to sleep, feeling your arms around me and for the last five months I have felt you, a few times a week, enter me.

Now I have the real thing and it is by far the most fantastic experience I have ever had. We move together as if we were one person, not two. You again kiss me softly and we quicken our pace. The anticipation and need has made us want each other fully, deeply, and now that we are together we will make memories to last a lifetime. You raise yourself up so your weight is on your arms and look me in the face as we slowly grind our bodies together. This is making love, not having sex. You lower yourself down and start to move faster. I tighten my arms around your neck and my legs around your waist as I feel your shoulders stiffen at the same time I feel the ripples deep inside of me start to rush forward. I know you are ready and so am I. You pick up the pace and I tighten the muscles deep inside of me and I moan and hold you close. I ride the most fantastic experience of my life; to heights of passion I have never felt before and in a rush you explode deep inside of me and we come together. Our orgasms keep going on and on and neither of us wants it to stop. Slowly we come down from the heights, ever so slowly, not wanting the feeling to end.

We lay in each other’s arms until we catch our breath and when I can finally move, I put my legs over the side of the bed and my feet on the floor. I look back over my shoulder, knowing I have a slightly wicked smile on my face. Your smile increases as mine does. “Shower time, my love.” and I stand and walk towards the bathroom. I hear you behind me as you raise yourself up so you can watch me walk across the room.

I can even feel your eyes caressing my back, running down the slight scar that runs from above my waist to three inches above my tailbone. I walk through the door, open the shower and start to adjust the water spray until it is just the right temperature and step in. I begin by soaping up my breasts still feeling the last bit of your presence there. I hear a tiny click as the shower door opens and you step in. I turn to face you and you take me in your arms and kiss me under the flowing water, we soap each other up, laughing and playing a little, then I motion towards the shower ledge and you walk over and sit down.

I sit on the floor of the shower and touch your dick and you moan. I slowly start to lick my tongue around the base of the head while I stare into your eyes. You can not help but moan. I continue to lick and tease until you are hard and ready again. I take your dick into my mouth and slide it in and out while watching your eyes. You gaze directly into my eyes and smile the most beautiful smile I have ever seen. You place your hands on my shoulders and get me to stand, and you turn the water off and open the shower door. You lead me to the bed and sit me down on the edge, facing you. You sit on the floor and I moan because I know what is coming next because you have told me so often. I let my knees fall apart and you bury your face in my shaved pussy. My whole body tenses for a second and then I relax. This is new to me, since my ex-husband never did eat me, I have never experienced what was becoming the biggest turn on I have ever felt. You start on the outside of my shaved pussy and run your tongue lightly up the length and concentrate on my clit, or love button, as you call it, for a while. I can’t help but gasp at the sheer pleasure. You look up at me and say, “Remember when I said I would trace every letter of the alphabet on and in your pussy?” I shudder at the memory. You say, “A, B, C, D, E,” you smile, and give me a wink, and dive, I am in heaven! When I came the first time you sucked me harder and I came again. The more you sucked and licked the more and harder I came until I was breathing hard and fast. “Move up higher on the bed,” you said and I did while you followed me like a cat, staring into my eyes. I laid my head on the pillow and a heard your moan of pleasure as you sank your hard, throbbing dick all the way to the hilt in me.

I wrapped my arms around your neck and closed my eyes. This was the most thrilling, loving, wonderful, any word you care to use, experience of my life! We had waited so very, very long to be exactly as we were now, and we fit; every angle, every motion and every desire. We were so very hot after the shower and your head between my legs, Mmmmmmm, that our pace was fast from the beginning. I wrapped my arms around your neck and my legs around your waist and we loved like neither of us has ever loved before. We loved, deeply, passionately until the pieces of our souls merged and formed one. After we had come, again, and our breathing has subsided, I reached behind your head and grasped the hair rubber band and undid your long hair. You shook your head and your hair flowed over me and you wrapped me in your hair. I had been waiting so long for this passion we had built up in one another that I just closed my eyes and let my feelings flow. Mmmmmmmmmm. You bent to kiss my eyes, my cheeks and finally my lips. You teased me with your tongue and we both started to breath heavily again. Oh, why did so much have to be stuffed into so little time? We both knew, without speaking a word, the love we felt, we had told each other so often and now we had showed ourselves that our love was real and true.

When we finally helped each other dress and kissed our last kiss for a while, I walked towards the door of your room. I didn’t want to touch the handle, I didn’t want to leave you, but I had no choice. We fell into each others arms and held on for dear life. “I will be back again soon, that is a promise I intend to keep. Then I want you for a week. We will go to the ocean, the mountains, where ever, but we will be together and we will love like there is no tomorrow.” I know you intend to keep your promise. I can’t wait.