Stumble Through the Dark

She wanders terrified in places unknown,
Thinking of things she thought would never be gone,
Darkness surrounds her on this path of thorns.

Incidents that happend have paralyzed her mind,
Choked her wisdom and have made her unkind
She is blinded by the bleakness that has made her weak.

Apologies now do not make a difference to them,
She begs and asks for forgiveness they talk about penance,
Will time bury hardships or her life in its sands?

Her conscience is now so troubled,
That her emotions groan with pain,
All her efforts to reform seem to end in vain.

Chains of fear bind her so well,
They have changed her fair wrists turned to blue,
Lies are told so often that nothing now seems true.

Her voice which once was melodious,
Has started to waver with numbness
Words which were so poetic are now no longer heard.

Silence has gripped every sound
Her joy has been stolen,
In this terrible world it cannot be found.

She writhes and struggles in attempts to free
Everyone from all those poisonous sins,
In which wins are losses and losses are wins.

Unable to find escape and freedom,
She stumbles through the dark,
Further away in this dreary world which may never be illuminate with light.

She asks for forgiveness
From her Creator,The Almighty Allah
For she knows this is the only way through which may end her plight.