Life of the Party

They can’t see him the way I do
He is mine to hold with my eyes
Why do they try to make him fall?
Another drink another joke
He will never see me, not here, not like this
I see him everywhere
In my dreams, when pray, when I drive
There is nowhere I can go without him
He is my everything, my everywhere
I do not want him
I need him to want me
I want to need him
I need him, I want him
I long to kiss his lips
I long to be one of the girls
The girls that go for him
The girls that he throws away?
No, I want to be the one he keeps
I will not throw myself to him
Those are the ones he tosses to the side
Has his fun and moves on
Does he care?
I know he does
Look at his eyes
He is feeding a need
Being feed
Feeding
I am hungry
When is it my turn to feed, to be food?
When will he see me?
When can I have him?
I am just a friend
Why do I have to be a friend?
When can I feed?