My Lost Soul

I feel so lost and alone since you passed away,
and it just seems to get harder with each passing day.
In every since of the word physically I'm still here,
but incohearantly I'm not and it will get worse I fear.
I dont know just how, or for how long I'm suppose to grieve,
this feeling I have inside will last forever is what I perceive.
The pain is suppose to fade as time passes by,
but my pain is burnt foever deep down inside.

Since you passed away;I feel empty,like I passed away too,
I feel so lost and helpless;theres nothing I can do.
I try to hide it and not let anyone see the pain I'm in,
as long as I can I'll keep it buried within.
I'll just try keeping on my perminante disguise,
making sure nobody can see the pain that stays in my eyes.

I may seem selfish by the way I feel inside,
but please remember the last words I said to you,dont think I lied.
I pray you rest in peace and dont worry about me,
I'm happy your in a better place and forever pain free.