Despised and Rejected

My vision is clear and I see no rain, Indicative of myself I feel
only pain.

Trying too remember a moment in my life,where the will for me too survive did not cause strife.

One moment I can recall,of being beaten for nothing at all.

As a child I tried too love but all you done too me I learn only too shove.

I hated the world you wanted it that way,So I have decided today is the day.

The day that all of it ends,I abused the world and have no friends.

I want too say a few things before I depart,As a child you destroyed my heart.

All I needed was someone too love but all you ever taught me too do was
shove.

I laid as a child wondering why,Every day and night you wanted me
too die.

The first words I ever heard you say were words of regret for your part in my life,
I hope your proud I despise my wife.

The things I remember these things you allowed I'm ready too kill myself
I know you will be proud.

I ,like you have destroyed many along my way, Hatred and Resentment you
got your way.

I want you too know this before I go,that your ways of destruction
have paved a road.

I have walked through this world all alone,searching for tears and no
one knows.

How could I expect anyone too care, when I pushed them away and there
is no one there.

I learned about sex when I did'nt yet care,wanted too scream but I better not
dare.

You sold me for drugs and material things,that temporarily gratified you
for that moment in time.

Despised and Rejected see what you done,I hope you are happy.
I still love you Mom.

Your legacy has ended there will be no more,raising a child and causing
a war.

I will be leaving I wanted too stay,But I called too talk to you and you
stated stay away.

I ask everyone too forgive me for my leaving this way.Its neither here nor there.
Ultimately no one seems to care either way.


Retribution