It's a Waste of Time

It's a waste of time to care.
It's a waste of time to be there.
It's a waste of time to cry.
It's a waste of time to die.
I don't know what I should do.
I'm tired of spurting out "I love you".
Thanks to him my heart if numb.
He treated me as if I were dumb.
But those who know me, knows that's not the case.
It's seems like I have to keep shouting that in his face.
I am not another notch on his damn belt.
And the ice around my heart will never melt.
The things he has done is unforgivable.
The things he has said is unbelievable.
And this is the reason why he can't come back.
Sympathy and love for him is now what I lack.