Confused Misgivings

Tired,
slumped to the floor.
Terrified,
crying in the darkness.
Traumatized,
walking on the edge.

Depressed,
hovering on the brink.
Devastated,
trying to understand.
Deserted,
wondering why.

I've been traumatized and devastated,
tired and depressed,
terrified and deserted
left all alone
in the blinding darkness
comforted by my enemy.

Lost in silence
destroyed by indifference
horrified by intolerance.
Left alone in solitude,
imprisoned
in a man made hell.