Dead Inside

The door has closed behind me
Sealing my fate, fulfilling my destiny
These crimson walls are driving me insane
And there's no place to hide when I feel the pain
Exorcise these demons in my head
Because they think I'm already dead

I've become a victim of my own violence
No one can hear me, so I suffer in silence
Where can I run to
Where can I hide
What can I do
I'm dead inside

The light is starting to fade
As I stare at the life I've made
Now the fear is returning to me
Soon hate will be all I see
I know the pain would disappear
If I could find a way out of here

I've become a victim of my own violence
No one can hear me, so I suffer in silence
Where can I run to
Where can I hide
What can I do
Without my suicide

I can't seem to solve this riddle
Now the door opens a little
Just enough to fuck with my mind
So I scratch my eyes until I'm blind
Now I can't see all the pain I feel
But I know these scars are real

I've become a victim of my own violence
No one can hear me, so I suffer in silence
Where can I run to
Where can I hide
What can I do
Before I'm crucified