Reality Speaks

The sun shines bright today,
I Close my eyes to dry tears away.
Unsure of what I should do,
Confused and lonely, saddened and blue.
Mind games you play,
Breaking my spirit, everyday.
Good verses evil, you can't be my destiny,
I am too weak, you depleat my energy.
This road I travel is only a one way.
Looking for a place to turn around,
I can't seem to settle down.
Take me away from this place I pray.
There's no where safe to stay.
My home is no longer my own,
Emotionally, I am alone.
Words you speak hurt me deep,
Fighting back tears, until alone, I weep.
Harsh and your heart, calus and numb,
Lonely, is what I have become.
You tug at my heart, only to pull it apart.
You love a fight, it gives you a spark.
Misery you are, I know this is true,
Why else would you keep me blue.
Suffering inside black and gray,
My world is horrible with you this way.
I've given all that I have and shown you love,
Your gift to me is the touch of your wicked glove,
That coldness buried deep within you,
Pretending to be warm, I thought you were true,
To loathe and hurt is what you do.