Write it out

Write it out – write-it-out-
Write what?
Write it out anyway
Talk about nothing
Talk about everything
Why?
Why not?
When you live it your numb-
When you write it-
It becomes real
Write it out – write-it-out-
Write what?
Write about the pain and humiliation
You don’t hate him
You hate yourself for making him powerful enough to do that to you
Write about how he infiltrated your defenses and endangered your body and left you for dumb- how he made all your barriers and morals disappear as if they weren’t there
Write it out – write about the one sided silent conversations and the pain and the humiliation
Write it out
Write about how angry you were at yourself for letting this happen
Life is a bitch – and then there’s food, sleep, and sex-
Write it out-
Write what?
Write about the sorrow hidden behind the smile that reads “stay oblivious. Don’t look so hard you just might see” –
Write it out –
Write what?
Write about her wonderful-oh-so-wonderful disposition-
Her “I’ve never been happier” façade –
Write it out – write-it-out-
Write what?
Write what?
Write what?
Write about the silence underneath her vibrance
Write what?
Write about the silence underneath
Write what?
Write about the silence
Write what?
About the silence
Write what?
The silence
Write what?
Silence
Write what?
Shh.
        Write…