Try Try Again

Dear Me, I want to make this the best year yet in everything I want for my life or very close to it. I have the ability to change my life ,to finish writing my novel I have for so very long been working on.I refuse to go another year with a mind set of not writing. Of letting a fear of failure rule my thoughts! I have nothing stopping me. I want to focus on this and then to stay who I am with this friendship I share with this man who lives an ocean away.This man I have never met but one day you never know! I so truly am happy he is in my life and my friend,as friends go we are and nothing more which as online we met,well you know how that goes! But that is the best part of it because he respects me truly as I him in never needing what others as many others might have and do online.I'd rather keep this man my friend and not having literally met him yet,than to have a man friend here who was not as he claimed to be. I can truly and literally say I know this man, as I have this true sense of happiness down to the core of my soul and in my heart! This I know..With that I'll close for now and will write very soon! I have also made it a point to drink black coffee and eat a small piece of dark chocolate just before I start writing! Take care Me . Love,Angie