i search

I search for love and hope
For all my dreams to come to life
I search for me
And why I’m alive

The lies that are deep within
The bodies, the souls
The answers and stories
That they hold

I search for a life
One I don’t have
And wished it was better
All of it, a depressing letter

The world’s on my shoulder
It’s such a load
At any moment
It can explode
But my life is so much more
Than jotting it on paper
I finally realize that my life is true
And still I insist on staying blue


I search for love and hope
I searched for me
And because of this poem
I found Stefani