ABSWAN # 2 Voices In the Doors

Lyrical's reflection thoughts ran,
As he looked hard at his unbound counterpart
And accompanying female ahead 


"I will let this medicine course through me
Cause it is the only fact
Giving me strength and bringing me back to reality.
I will never regret trading my soul
To end 
Receiving another scaring
Kiss, Hand, Word,
Hug, Face, Illusion, Feeling
Meant for others
But not for me.
My hate reminds me
It has always been me
Taking life on my own shoulders,
It will never change
Cause I am only one.
I am too different to take in
Or be taken in.
You can have the lost memories of him
But I will still have to make the path of today,
He was a weak fool that
Didn't know how
Or want to change.
But I want to kill you all
Squeeze your neck,
Rip out your guts
Watching your eyes get brighter and brighter.
Letting you know
I told you so!




The female's thoughts ran 
As she saw Lyrical and the woman holding hands,

"No...
Take me... the easy way.
I don't require a man
Or for you to grow...
Or even care for why you act...
I do not want to be your only.
Just never wake from my arms
So you will forget everything...
Use me in any manner your desires command
So
You don't put yourself out anymore,
illusion hopes or dreams... waste everyones time...
You're just one person
Trying to grab a cloud
With the sun going down...
Just do us a favor and settle for me...
I mean who else would take you"


Michael Phillips