What am I suppose to do

What am I suppose to do
If he doesn’t love me
He love my second strength
He loves my best friend

Something I never expect
I always loved him
I thought he loved me too
But it turned the opposite

Am I suppose to run
Miles far away
Am I suppose to be invisible
While I know I’m visible anyway

I can’t force someone
To love me back
Even if I love him
More than anybody would

I’m running and running
I don’t want to face them
I don’t want to stop
Without him I’m nothing

My life is over
My death is closer
It’s meaningless to live
There were what all I had

For a minute I stop & think
What the hell, am I doing with my life?
If he doesn’t love me
The world won’t stop

Even if I vanish
Nothing will change
I must understand
He loves my best friend

My prince will come
Who will love me so much
That day won’t have a name
Nor time, nor date, nor will I be informed

I should not lose my strength
The weak leave it behind
Continue fight with life
This is not the end

By Zainab copyright © 21 January 2007