Tina

my first taste and I was hooked
I have never felt so damn good!
I could do anything, I could fly
Just as long as I stayed high
About two years, Tina stayed in me
How was I so fucking blind I didn't see
That she took my happiness, my love, my time
For her I sacrificed all that's mine
She almost took the most important thing in my life
She almost killed the woman who is to be my wife
I thank God each day
That he showed me another way
Sure, I still want her now and then
I want to work 30 straight hours,
Or I want to stay thin
But I left the bitch once and for all
And I promise myself this
At least today, I will not fall
My life has become
one day at a time
And that's ok,
Because my life is once again mine!!!