He Spoke to Me.

Freedom is being able to be you and not worry about what
others think about you, "so why am I not that way?
I live in the most liberated county in the world, yet I'm still not free.
Some might ask, "What do you mean, you're not free?
I mean I'm not free to be myself because of f--ked up feelings inside."

"I hear voices inside of me that are not my own. Some of these voices say pleasant things, but some of them say cruel things. A lot of times I can
control the voices and shut them down, but at other times I can't,
especially at night time if I'm tried and sleep must come, then they have
their way into my subconscious mind all the while acting as though
they're trying to reveal these taboo things to the outside world.
.
"I tried going to a shrink, but I felt that it wasn't for me and besides
I don't think the problem is a mental or psychological one. I don't think
a shrink can fix this. The problem is him - sweet, handsome, and
wonderful him. I want to be free, I must be free, and I will be free."

" I need for him to speak to me. I need to hear his voice.
I need for him to question me about my likes and dislikes
because I believe that one of the ways a man shows that he
cares about his (wife, woman or girlfriend) is to ask her questions.
You know, not prying questions, but questions that shows that he
thinks she's a human being and that he values her insights
and opinions,"

I love him and I need him not tomorrow, but now! I don't need
him just during his performances or recording sessions, but I
need him all the time. He's says that he loves me through songs
and other eccentric ways, but how do I know if he's really talking
to me or if he's just performing. I need his love, time, and smile and
I need these things in a tangible sense not in an intangible way."

He spoke to me!

Now, I'm free!