Raskolnik is Russian for Division

Under the school house top
My nomenclature makes a shift
From: child of ethnicity,
and nappy hair
To: girlfriend of eccentricity,
and colorful underwear
I write my postcard everyday
To keep insecure thoughts at bay

Under this alias my devious deeds
Disconnect my conscience which clears
Sounds of laughter shoved in my ears
At my innumerous dirty jokes and
Loud commentary that can seem cantankerous
Can’t come from a quiet girl’s comedics
What’ll her ubiquitous parents utter as she sputters
When she’s sanwitched in a sticky situation

From docile daughter to garrulous girlfriend
The transformation makes my mind bend
From the times I’m dreary, moods wet and rainy 
To when I’m cheery, improved soft and shiny
Ping-ponged between the highs and lows
Stereotyped into a corner with no where to goes

Sometimes the garrulous girlfriend commences
The divulging of the sweet girl’s hidden semantics
An onamonapedia of obscene orals and oddities
Showcasing truth by offering my heart to the masses
Maybe I’m not the invisible girl in classes
Rockin unorthodox glasses soaking in systematic slop
I slurp up from the school’s scheming scholastics
Maybe I’m not the invincible girl in guardian groups
Talkin up alphabet soup flinging funny frases from the frame of my lips

Schismatic is my tactic till I can find the formalities
That fixes the foreign facets of my abnormalities