Into the void

im so lost right now
can anyone find me?
there is so much void
this nothiness i'm feeling
no one can fill this emptiness
deep in the hole of my heart

nothing, nothing, nothing at all
so why am i here?
why should i be here?
if no one, not even i can be satisfied

suffering, chaos, every day shit
this world is dead inside
just as much as i
yet goes on living in an ocean of
stars
wanting and yearning to be recognized
calling out for help

i feel its pain
i endure its pain
i hear its cry
as i cry along with it

so many blinded
greed in their eyes
forcing others to be like them
to feel like them and want like them
till all is destroyed
in the end