Stealing my own conscience

(Verse 1)


For many years I have sat
Behind this wall of misfortune
Longing to begin something new

My day comes soon!

What kills me is I don't know
Deep down inside what to show
Killing off the hate to feed my own addictions

It burns me everyday!

Hell bent on my destruction
To scared to shut it out
Never to take the extended hand or to even let it out

It's driving me crazy!

Taken by surprise of everything
Nothing new, nothing changed
I'm still the man I was yesterday

What the fuck is wrong with me!

(Chorus)(2x's)*

Fire me up for the fight
Fuck what's wrong or right
I'll just kill you very slowly
With all my mortal might

Stealing my own conscience!

(Verse 2)

Ashes drop from my eyes
As I burn deep inside
Destroying my life
And killing me o' so slowly

Ripping me apart!

My nine lives have been spent
In one ear and out they went
Nothing compares to the demons I have seen

They kill you from the inside!

Drowning in my tears of sorrow
Not waiting for a worse tomarrow
Lay me down so I may go down to die

I'm losing all my sanity!

(Chorus)(2x's)*

(Verse 3)

Darkness will fall over me
Nothing will aleviate my pain
Take my hand and lead me out of hell

Take my soul and leave my shell!

My twisted heart has killed my future
I salt my wounds then prepare to suture
Life or death can no longer save me

I guess I have to run again!

(Chorus)(2x's)*