Illusion

ILLUSION

I was there needing you , wating for you.
I was so lonely , so alone.
You were no where in my sight,
Bringing tears to my eyes.
Please help me to overcome my fear,
Fear of losing you my dear.

I neveer loved anyone as much as I loved you,
Its natural for me to be insecured for you.
You , Yes You are the only person I really ever loved in my life.
But, you are no where but still you're everywhere.

How can this be possible when I've never seen you in my life.
You are an illusion , an illusion created by me to lessen the pain I have.
The pain I have of having no one in my life,no one to share my sorrow & joy ,
Making me happy when I am sad ,
Tto share my victories & to encourage me when I am low.

You are an illusion created by me to lessen the pain
But You always increase that pain.
You are an illusion & not the real
Will I ever get through this that I've no one in my life
And the person I've is so unreal that he is a illusion ,
An illusion created by me.