Deprived of virginity (rape)

I am most definentally
A virgin,
But alas
I have
Been raped
In a different manner
It is both
Physical as well as mental
Before, I was a sweet,
Semi innocent teen,
But damn it!
I was deprived
Of my virginity
My life was
Better than I thought,
But shit!
It got worse
Than I thought it was
And my oh my...
Now my life is
Soo bad
This is because
Some stupid bitch
Hit me:
Not with a rock,
But a fucking car
And screwed me over
For the rest
Of my life
I was in a coma,
Then I had therapy everyday
At a hospital
The third one
That I had been sent to
Now I constantly
Think about suicide
It's so selfish,
I know,
But I contemplace it
Constantly