I had 2 kill u 2 see if i really loved u

I Had To Kill You To See If I Really Loved You

Laying next to you is so divine
You send shivers down my spine
Mourning you never felt so good
I miss you like I knew I would

The look on your face that night
You begged me not to but you didn’t fight
You trusted me without question
Let me do any thing without suggestion

I may be a little sick in the mind
But I do love you this you’ll find
I have a few questions for you
Does it hurt when you die, is it true?

I’ve captured our sprit in a jar
I didn’t let you cross over so far
I just wanted to see what losing you
Might feel like- now I know its true

In my own twisted thought I bleed
I wonder in my journey did I succeed
This feeling is awful I’m so distraught
All to see if I really loved you or not

I didn’t think that ahead in my venture
I only got to if he’s gone will I miss him
So now here I am with your lifeless body
I think I might be crazy- Yes most likely