Ω ASTONISHMENT of TRUE EVIL

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Ω Astonishment of Evil

That man who mass murdered over thirty people was one of us.  He was a member of our society.  I understand that that sick murderer was a child of God, and that the unfolding of those horrific events is partly a manifestation of us as a society, and in particular, us individually. 

I really try coping in my life by drawing from deep inside me, the flame of the Spirit, which gives me a gentle understanding of my Lord’s lessons. I find, many times wanting to exact revenge upon the people who display evil.  And fundamentally, that behavior rides against the basic tenants I have chosen to live my life by; Catholicism.

That sick murderer was evil!  Upon seeing his mentally deranged video, with still pictures, holding and posing with disgusting knives and handguns.  He was evil!  Anyone who has seen the video and pictures I refer too, know exactly what I am talking about.

There are multiple roads that can be taken.  Good and evil on this earth; the battle between the two.  Our development from childhood to adulthood, and the lessons taught and learned at that time, should guide us in our lives.  The role of parents in our society, and the fundamental part they play in the unfolding of our future; very paramount.

That sick being was evil!  I will ponder how that sick murderer came to be.  I will think about the parents of that sick evil being.  Because obviously that sick murderer missed a few pistons of the standard living practices course, when he was a boy growing into a man.  A few pieces of the basic components that build a man into what is basic to our living together in society were not learned by that lunatic. 

Who’s really responsible for that tear jerking horror; we all are.

Our society incubated that sick murderer!  The parents of that sick murderer did not fulfill their bloody responsibility to teach their offspring the basic behavior of a civilized human being.  Perhaps the parents of that sick murderer, taught him!

The rage that makes me hopping mad, cries out for answers! 

Then at some point in the process the Lord comes to mind, and the mysticism of the divine, I realize it is not for me to know, but for my faith to trust.  Then become reaffirmed that the Lord has our development, His Love for us deep in His heart, demonstrated to us through Christ.

I pray for the lost lives, and souls of the innocent people that murderer snuffed out.  I pray for the friends, and parents, of those innocent people.  I pray that we as a society, enlighten ourselves to the need of always showing love for each other.  Making the trail that evil can take in our lives very limited.

The Lord really wants us to be Christ.  Our Father in heaven sees every single one of us as treasures that are diamonds in the rough.  diamonds our Lord cares for more than we will ever know, until the day of our death, when with hope we get to be with the Lord, and all of our loved ones; bliss.

Even that sick murderer had a role to play in the development of each of us who have come in contact with those horrible events.  And what happens to that sick murder now is not a concern of mine, and is now completely in the hands of the Lord; out of my boundary.

I am keenly aware of my bias concerning the murderer and I am really working on enlightening myself.  To try and grasp it’s meaning with more understanding than rage,.  I am trying.  This is critical for us all, if we ever hope to evolve into being true Christ we need to emulate love; the goal of the Trinity.  My primal emotion is banished when my understanding, and intent, consider with the heart of Christ, not revenge.