Silent Scream

Silent Scream

Some days are hard, others are harder
And the holes in my heart just won't go away
I can tell the difference but I am alone with it
Every single damned day

When these should be the days of happiness and I should feel like a god beyond pain
Blue skies as far as the eye can see, no more dancing in the rain


These days are the worst, that are how they are
And not how they have been
The days when the holes in my heart awake with a silent scream


Some nights are cold bur most night are colder
When I lay awake all alone
I stare at the stars, I stare at the ceiling
And wonder what I have become

This is the bright side, fortune is smiling on me while I tumble down the fast lane
- overtaking myself -
And I still can remember, I still can remember
But why can nobody else?


These days are the worst, that are how they are
And not how they have been
The days when the holes in my heart awake with a silent scream


These days - silent scream
These days - silent scream