what now

I don't know where to look
You used to be all I could see
Now I have the world opened up
Such a painful opportunity

Seeing you with her
So many memories of pain
I've been here once before
And I swore never again

I know all your words and useless lines
I've heard them said to another
Now I'm just the Jordan of your present
Only took three years to discover

You cannot imagine what i'm going through
You obviously have never truly felt
What I feel for you was not mutual
I must live with the hand i've been dealt

Funny I once pictured us married
17 man that's a class act
I overlooked my instincts at first
But hey, i was right all along

So what now i'm not sure
I'm not sure I could move on
No one will have me like you did
Too bad that those days are gone