Buried Past

You step in from my past, like a nightmare,...knocking on my heart...
I won't let you in..as I am running scared,
scared of the day when you so easily tore me apart,


you whipped me up, crushed and tortured, in and out,
so easily, told me to forget it, and left without a sound
while I kept wishing and crying my eyes out...



I forgot you and went on, while carrying pained cruel scars,
hard times it had been, after my heart had been opened bare
quivering, helpless, humiliated, naked in your arms..



and you tossed me away like a cruel joke, then you laughed...
and now again so foolishly I dared
to answer the unwise whisperings in my heart...


memories flashed like a warning glare
Just before I slipped again
I caught myself up, in a snare


with wounds and emotions locked in my safe..
it's like easily you forgot who I am
whatever my heart yearns,the past cannot repeat

Never, ever again ....