Because I Lied

I lied.
Once again, I lied.
Like all the times before,
I lied.
But maybe,
I was confused,
and just maybe,
I needed space.
But I lied.
And now,
I have to take 2 steps back,
when in truth,
I wanted to move forward.
but I lied.
and I don't have something to fall back on,
because I lied.
Now nothing is what it seems,
can't remember,
what I wanted to say,
I lied again.
To hide the truth.
ran out of options,
because I lied.
And even liars,
end up in tears.
And even liars,
they bleed too.
Because even liars,
are just too scared.
And I'm a liar.
because I lied.