My Fall

My Deepest Fall


I fell,
into a darkest shadow,
I was surrounded by the shadow and been sealed,
I didn’t see any hope.

I have fell too deep, as deep as north to south,
I lost. My eyes blackened,
Time by time,
I fell deeper while I tried to climb the shadow,
I was forced downward by myself.

Until the light spreads in my heart, I will fall into the depth of shadow,
Either I was pulled or pushed,
I don’t know,
Where was I,
In a dark region of hypocrisy?

Then I saw a light-glowing so pulling me,
Made me rise again. I rose but then again,
I fell deeper then before,
The light was a fake one,
I was cheated,
I lied to myself,
I lost again,
I cried in the heart.

I failed to get myself out from the shadow,
My struggle was a lie,
I will never get out from here,
Today I fell deeper,
I have fell since years,
It was countless days,
Until now I fall,



I open my eyes...



Again...



I try to climb,
To back to the truth,
Long have I fall,
I will not give up now!

I rise higher,
I try harder,
To the boundless shadow,

I can see no one obstacle,
It still early. The one will show itself soon,
The shadow is not fierce but it is cunning,
I must fight!
None will stop me!
I will fight the hypocrisy!

But…