It Hurts To Love You

It Hurts To Love You...
2007.06.22 @ 10:40am

Do you know how it feels,
To love without expecting?
The pain is unbearable,
As if you just want to die.

Don't know where to run or hide,
Clueless of what to do or say.
I want to stop this feeling to ease the pain,
Even if this is the price I have to pay.

How can I be of help,
If I can't help myself?
I'm broken and down,
Sadly you don't even care.

How can I reach you?
If you don't want my hand.

How can I open your heart?
If you don't want my key.

How can I love you sincerely?
If you judge my intentions.

How can I be a part of your world?
If you think you're always alone.

It hurts to love you.
I ask myself why?
Why did I keep pushing myself to you?
Why did I try showing you that I'm true?

Still in the end,
I'm nothing to you.
I don't exist in your world
And I really never did.