Take A Look At My Life

Take a look at my life. I always try to see the good but always ened up feeling and seeing the bad. My heart like a plethora of different emotions. Filled with so much pain that will never go away. Like someone knocking at a door that can never be opened. Is this truly what life is supposed to be like? Cold and alone mean everything to me now. Everybody has shown me there true colors of what they really think of me. something dark and scary is growing inside me. Even the nobelest of men have a dark side. Maybe i should unleash mine. All this i feel happened within a short time in my life.With no chance for my heart to recover. Until one day this absolutley stunning, amazing, beautiful girl came along. She saved me in every way that a person could be saved. She is the light of my life and her heart is made of the purest gentelest kind. Sometimes i dont feel she deserves someone like me. She made it ok for me to love again. She made it able for me to open my heart and not be scared that it was gonna get stepped on or hurt. I truly lover her with all my heart and would give up my life just so she could go on living.