Goodbye.... For Now

I can't begin to explain;
Can't begin to express;
How insane... How much it hurts,
To feel this loneliness.
I miss you more each day;
More and more each night;
More and more everytime I realize
You're not holding me tight.

You're still everything I want.
You're still everything I need.
And on cold, lonely nights like this,
I find it hard to believe;
Everything had just begun,
Everything was just okay.
I wish that I could hold you close,
Wish you were here with me today.

If only you'd come down here,
We'd be the perfect set.
We could just be you and me,
If just for a weekend... I'd never forget!
And, yes, I'm sure you
Won't stay more than a week.
But for however long,
It'd be the happiness I seek.

If only I had a machine,
That could see inside your head;
See what you're thinking and feeling.
Not just pondering what you've said.

Honey I still miss you;
That will never stop.
And every time I think of you,
It makes my heart drop.
And I'm still in love with you.
I still care about you, too.
Even if my feelings aren't returned...
Just believe me, because it's true.

It hurts to know I lost
Yet another love.
Every time my heart skips a beat,
It's you I'm thinking of.
Sure we've had our ups and downs;
So has every other pair.
That doesn't mean that I won't keep
All my promises or my swears.

Like I said I love you;
And I'll do anything I can.
I will! I swear on us that I'd
Do anything to see you again.
But I can't do anything
Till I know how you feel.
I wish I had a way to make
All of our dreams real.

So until I get a response
I'll sit up at night and cry;
Thinking about what might have been;
And our bitter-sweet goodbye.