Emotional Rollercoaster

Emotional Rollercoaster

You're frustrating, bothersome, annoying as hell,
Irritating, confusing and frightening as well.
You make me wonder if I've gone insane,
And I know it's you that I have to blame.

Chipping away at the wall that I've built,
My will to resist, beginning to wilt.
Your face invading my every thought,
In dreams, your touch, my body has sought.

Bricks have fallen, meant to protect,
My heart from the longing and eventual wreck,
Of emotions that tend to get out of control,
Feelings that hurt my heart and my soul.

Emotions that confuse with dizzying speed,
Instilling in me a longing and need
Still...Your voice brings a smile to my face,
When you are near, you make my heart race.

I know I'm insane, to long for your glance,
But to feel your kiss, I must take this chance,
Let my guard down, leave the bricks lay,
Oh dear lord, I just hope you're not gay.