A one night stand

I have learned today how imature men, or as i like to call BOYS really are. I sit here alone in my kitchen wondering when he's going to call. I think i'm kidding myself. The guy hasn't called me in like four days.I think that is a clear message that he no longer cares for me. It is driving me insane. we have only been together for three months. Can't they understand how imature this is? And each time i text message or call him, i can't end our relationship or yell at him, because he has thet power over me. I called his friends, and they say he is enjoying a drink with them later. I asked to come, but they aren't loyal friends to me like they are to him. So i just sit and wait. "It shouldn't be this way!" i scream, but no one can hear me. to be continued....