Pain

I have something to say
So many questions unanswered
So many things in the way
My life is such a complication
Most of it's just a lie
I'm told I'm cared for
But only every now and then
I wish there was more
My life is falling apart
And all over a guy
I've given him my heart
I give him my love
So so much of it
I'ts pure like a dove
He takes my love for granted
Takes it when he wants it
My heart feels slanted
I just wish I knew
What he wanted
And what to do
I want him so bad
It hurts inside
And it's making me sad
I want to smile
Only his love can do that
So it may take awhile
I hope it happens soon
I need him
To hold me under the moon
My heart is broken
I thought it was a dream
But I was awoken
They say love heals
But it doesn't
Love kills