answers???

Its all in my head it wont go away
the lies i was faced with each and every day,
i couldn't protect them i didnt understand,
all i could do was hold mummys hand,
my sister, my brothers they sufferd too much
they repeatedly experienced your hard touch,
why did you hurt them i just need to know?
what was it that made your solid anger blow?
i sat there and watched as you made them cry
i knew you would never visit the angels in the sky,
you protected me from the evil soul,
i didnt get hurt, but the memories still roll,
i saw what you did that hurts me you know,
your love for me you never failed to show,
im your daughter and you are my dad,
i always loved you through good and through bad,
we just need answers to why you did what you did,
afterall, we are all your kids..