You

I sit here thinking,
listening to this rain hit against my window pain.
Thunder roars loudly and lightning blinds my eyes,
oldies play in the back of my head pumping through my ears.
My main focus is the future though....
What does this year hold?
How many fake friends will be uncovered?
How many lies will be told?
How many hearts will break and bad decisions be made?
Who will leave out of my life and will you be there?
My mind never stops pacing, thinking of everything and everyone but mainly you.
Anything I look at I can relate to you, like when I see the color red I think of our wedding colors or when I see caramel I think of your perfect skin.
I've fallen hard this time, but I don't mind....no not one bit.
Because when you really love someone you want to let the whole world know, so here I go: WORLD I LOVE HIM!!!!
and as long as my love isn't unrequited thats exactly what I'll do.