Unbridled emotion

Standing at the crossroads of my life
Wallowing on all my strife
My life has took a backwards turn
My heart with all its rage does burn
I have to make a decision now
I just have not figured how
Do I take this way with all its pain
Or the path for all to gain
It does not sound like a hard choice
But inside I have this little voice
Telling me to go on
where no one else has gone
To the little hell that you present
Only for all to eagerly resent
I have made my choice
I have ignored the little voice
I will be happy as can be
With who I've always wanted to be
So goodbye to you my pessimistc friend
It will be a much needed end