~ A Tearing heart

My heart is shattered into a thousand souls.
Each within me, in agony and eternal suffering.
Each holds the pieces that was once my strength.

I dream of him, his eyes so crystal blue.
I smell him still, as I lie still slowly dying.
I need to feel him, as I turn to dust.

Crawling through the broken glass,
damp with my tears of used flesh.
I am mindless of my own pain,
I was alive within him, now dead alone.

Voices scream inside me, robbing me of peace.
I see his face, beautiful and serene.
Grasping for his hand, craving his tainted body.
Internally needing him deep inside me.

Empty eyes, and savage mouths tear and bite,
with my emptiness, not allowing my love back in.
I am tormented in what I will never have again.
Awakened in painful affections of my shattered essence.

I scream in confusion, grow wet in disillusions.
Come back to me my love.
Bring peace to insanity.
Love me to death.
With your touch and eyes so heavenly blue.