Designated "Weirdo"

Always lost within the crowd,
Forever the odd man out,
The designated “ weirdo” no one hangs around.

The loneliness and desperation is consuming,
Only fought off by occasional moments of joy.
Its being the alien that no one can understand,
A feeling that overtakes any other.

I’m just a shadow among the rays of sunshine,
The one people cringe at when it comes near.
Destined to walk alone and nurture my wounds,
Where is my rescuer or have they lost themselves too?