What will be

I have thought alot lately, about what happens at death. I know there is a physical/spiritual process, but I have thought in more detail, "What will happen" How long will it take? Will it happen as quickly as blinking? Will I be able to think act and feel, as I do now?

I believe that we do not "end" at death. I know there has to be more. I feel that we existed somewhere, before we came to this sphere. Death scares me in one aspect. Will I be frightened and fall down a tunnel/hole like Alice, in that wonderland?

Will I feel the dirt pressing heavily on my chest, as they return the earth to my grave? Will I have a sense of being claustrophopic, as I do now, in tight closed in spaces?

Will I die as a result of one of my diseases? Or will it be violent, by bullet or accident?

Will I be happy? Will I be with those I have loved and cared about in my life? Will it be lonely, Did I live my life correctly? What if I "messed up/"

Who's right? Who's wrong. After death, I will figure it out, and it won't matter, because I will have "survived" the process of death.

Take a DEEP breath!