Edge of Sanity

My inner boundaries are filled to the max
Begging to explode, escaping all relax
So much bullshit pumping through my mind
Corrosion of my brain, my emotions are running wild
Pulled upon and torn apart
Blood rushes through me quickly
The torrid beating of my heart
Chaotic tranquility, what the hell is this
Almost engaged myself upon you
Thank God, a near miss
My head is spinning outta control
The pressures of the world
Savagely taking their toll
Frantically nervous, blitzing here and there
Isn't it time to kill, to breathe of lifeless air
Glimpses of eternity streak before my eyes
Morbid dreams of reality, stoke the fires inside
Watching the end of time arrive
Am i going insane, losing all my sense
Or is this a prelude
To the immortality that was meant
Longing to cross over
Through realms not yet conceived
Of beautiful psychotics and honest politics
Where pain is viewed as a relief from sadness
Where joy has no face
All these dimensions, I harbor interlaced
Each tiny puncture draws the insanity out
Spreading my plethora of senseless devilries
I loathe amidst my pit of emptiness and despair
My edges are running over
Flooding the souls of all
And to all who accept their punishment
The edge of sanity will hold divine.