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Sitting alone
Unsure of what to do
Waiting for my name to be called
Results, uncertain
A change in life? Maybe
Another minute gone by
Thoughts rush in my mind
Will it be a yes or a no?
What should I expect?
Will he be angry if it is yes?
Will he leave me?
"Lisa M---?"

I stand and follow a man
He is stern looking
I do not like him at all
He leads me to a room, it is cold
I sit in a chair, he speaks softly
Suddenly my world fades into nothing
Cold channels deep within
He leaves me to myself
I put a hand on my stomach
A tear falls down my cheek
I close my eyes
Finding out that I have no child
And that I never will

"Lisa?"
I open my eyes, the room is dark
He touches my cheek and wipes away a tear
"It was just a dream. I'm here," he says softly
He holds me close and I smile
I put a hand over my petruding belly
I feel her kick
Just a nightmare, nothing more
And in his arms I fall asleep...