My Way There

every time u give me pain
its edges give me a little more
i put it to mi skin
it runs smooth
its caught
it drags
i fell mi skin start to part
i push harder i like the feeling
i pull straight through
like taking ur 1st real breath
i finally look at wht i just did
i dont see the scratch
there is blood everywere
mi skin crawls
i drop it to the floor
i grab a towl
its soaked in 1 min.
i pinch mi skin shut
there is no use
after 10mins i have already lost 1 gallon of blood
i use whts left of me to go to were u r sitting
i look u straight in the eyes
but i dont see them
mi vision is blury
i tell u "u did this"
thats all i could manage
ur hands are shaking now as u reach for the phone
i dont try to stop u i no its already to late
u start to cry as i collaps to the floor
"no dont die im so sorryyyy-"
but im in a tunnel now
i see some thing i cant quite make out at the end
i want to stop and yell "u only care now that im dead"
but mi legs are moveing on there own now
but even tho i think the words they never leave mi mouth
but now all i can think is that
im at the end
its finally over