~Endure this Hallowed Tenet

I come to you now, Oh Father.
I can no longer stand within your warped love.
You dare ask for me to pray to you.
Seek to teach me to live in your image.
Yet, seeing you with your mouth open.
Full of lies, like maggots feeding on truth.

You created mankind, only to give us damnation.
To know love and feel only the pain of heartbreak.
To be held in affection and dropped on shattered glass.
We wander lost, never knowing what we search for.

You smile above us in fatherly guidance.
Pointing us forward, with crooked, demented fingers.
You gave us only blindness, our hearts to your soul.
Bestowing us, your cold acid love.

I know I am living, but see only mankind's death.
Only wishing to have my eyes torn from me.
Feeling the hot darkness that burns my flesh.
Your words are nothing but larve of death masked.

If this is what I seek, a path of suffering to heaven.
I wish to live endlessly alone, in divine hollow perceptions.
I welcome the smell of maggots within my rotting corpse.
I shiver in anticipation, at what awaits my sinful soul.

Heaven deep inside Hell's darkest void.
A pit of truth chained with the sin you gave us.
The lies we all we pray for, the damnation you gave.
Do not forgive me Father, yes I have sinned.
Loving you.