A Poem By Myself

The searing pain just won't leave my heart.
It has been like this since we've been apart.
To many memories pushing me to the edge.
Everything is haunting me down to the last hedge.
You were HERE and you were THERE!
Why does it still matter? Why do I even care?
Every single thought puts me in fear.
I still don't know if you'll come back, you didn't make that clear.
Why was it over on such short note?
I am not sure what will bring me down or keep me afloat.
So many tears you've caused these eyes.
I can't even forget you, I've already tried.
Trying to hold back this one last drop.
The pain is so bad.... JUST MAKE IT STOP!!