I Choose Death

[ free verse ]

I Choose Death

Devoid of any and all emotion
empty shell, black hole, here I exsist
no feelings are left here now
all of a sudden I want to cry, why?
for what reason, there's nothing left.

Can't hold on, I don't want to
can't stand all of the pain anymore
this big emptiness deep inside of me
swallowing me up, all of me, completely
I don't want to be here anymore.

What's the sence, what's the use?
all I remember is no happiness, but abuse
what is the meaning of my useless life
I am nothing here on this earth
who the hell cares anyway, no ONE!


By: Cissyccr
7/26/08

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